Until Next Time (If ever)

So this is a post about practicum!

I know refering to this post.... CLICK TO GO

I wrote that I would be writing about my practicum experience as it went along

But obviously, that didn't happen and it's because of a few unfortunate agendas of mine.

FIRST

Practicum took up a lot of my time and most of the time when I was not in school I would be tired as hell.

Expressing thoughts and mind when I was dead beaten would mean that I would only see the bad in everything and forget about the good ones.

This is so true because mostly during practicum I would only care about trying to get everything over as fast as I can and now that it's over that I see the bigger picture.

I see the true beauty of it.

I found out that I touched people. My words made an impact at least to a few if not all.

I never thought me, yes me, and the things that I did and the words that I said during my time at the school would ever be heard. Because it only came from the heart.

Each word and action, every single bit came from my heart because I didn't know any other place to take it out from. I only talked to them straight from my heart and hopefully straight to theirs with a few bumps on the road of course.

So no regrets though. If I had to do it all over again, I would do it the same way. Life's too short I know.

SECOND

What intrigued me the most was that these kids have thought me more than I could ever teach them.

And the beautiful thing about that is they don't even know it themselves.

How they changed my life tremendously and how seemlessly they let me into their world even a tiny bit

But sadly I didn't get to write about it in the heat of the moment because I only knew the fact for sure on the last day that I was with them

Some say there will be more time to talk about them but they don't understand that it will never be the same

But like i said, if I had to do it all over again, I would change nothing.

But they are my very first students ever and that is something not anycane can take away

They took my heart and I now desperately need to be close cos how can I live without my heart

So...

Until next time...children of devils!