There is too much sadness in this world

I am sorry but I have never meant to rant
Forgive me I have never wanted to say too much
Pardon me I sometime don't have a point too when I rant
I rant a lot in Facebook, Twitter, Tumblr, and mostly here
But I have something that I feel I need to share to the world
It doesn't matter to me if the world or anyone for that matter is not listening/reading
Today, I woke up quite early despite having a terrible fever the night before
I also had trouble sleeping, I slept at about 4 am
Well I always sleep around that time but considering I was sick I tried to sleep as early as I can
So I had my breakfast and popped some pills and I had this sinking feeling
I happened when I was watching TV after my breakfast
I was never really paying attention to the TV
I just don't like still atmosphere
I turned it on just for the sound
So my mind wandered to somewhere else and I realized

There is so much sadness in this world
That we as people never seemed to ponder about in our daily lives

There are so many types of sadness
And what I am thinking now is the saddest type
I think about my mother, my brothers, my sister, my father, and it makes me sad.
Don't ask me why.
I see an old woman walking on the street barely able to walk and it makes me sad.
Old people make me sad. It makes me wonder of how many years left that they have in this world.
That is why I wish to die young.
I see my grandma and I am sad. I think about grandpa I cry everytime.
I see my mum and dad working so hard it makes me sad.
See, there is just too much sadness in this world.
I know they say think positive, look on the bright side. Those are all bullshits. Pardon the language.

So why do I feel this way? I don't know and don't ask me.
Maybe I am just not happy at this point of my life now
But even if I am happy, I don't think that we should deny that there is so much sadness in this world
So many people are suffering, so many people are not happy
Today, I realized that. Out of the blue.
But you might have already figured that out anyway.
The fact that there is too much sadness in this world.

I think we should start caring, and say the words we should say and mean them.
Before it is too late. Because all we have now, wealth, money, people we love, all of that, will be gone from our lives one day.
Until later...goodbye for now.

P/s why is my whole family so curious when I want to go out? They keep asking questions. Well maybe because I rarely go out but still no need for the interrogation. Or maybe they think I'm going out with a guy? I'll just let them think that, it's more fun. Bye peeps.